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Keeping You Forever

Tuesday, 29 December 2015

To my Superman❤


Lately I may not been able to take care of you too well, we've been too busy with a lot of things - preparing for the coming home of your ate, preparing for Christmas and many other things. Thank you for all your patience even on days when I have my short comings, thank you for being my gentle giant when I tend to give time more to myself than taking care of you. Thank you for taking care of me even on the days I lack affection or concern about us and specially you.

You are the greatest gift God has given me, no material gift or luxury could ever over power your presence. Even if these material things be taken away from you, I would never exchange you for any of it love. Even your silence makes me feel home, even the staring contest that we do on quiet days would make me feel that it is you I'm with.

Thank you love for being you, for being the best partner that I could ever have. To more years to come for us love. I love you so much!


L❤VE,
The Little Miss
Who Needs Your Love

Love Like You've Never Been Hurt

Thursday, 15 October 2015

To the Man Who has Endured a Lot for Me ❤


I know I could just be the toughest bride you could have and probably the most fearing one all at the same time. Might be the person who is the most difficult to understand and even to hold down when you have to.


I'm sorry for last night even spilling it over until this morning, and how I could just place that wall back up on days I know it could shatter down effortlessly.


I honestly am frustrated about a lot of things when it comes to love, how much I want to make it right this time. How much I wanted to finally say I am happy , I've found that one that feeling that I've questioned a long time and it scares me a lot when this feeling of one day you'll leave me because of my flaws kills me, and my instant reaction is hold myself tight and protect myself from all the pain.


I'd give up not because I want you out of my life. I'd give up not because you've got flaws. I'd give up because I know that if one day you leave me knowing I did all I can and I gave more than what I could, it is going to be the most painful for me. If one day that ever comes you will see me numb but no one is ever going to know how big a part of me might just die.


I'm afraid that one day I will find myself back where I was 5 years ago. I may not run after you all the time, I may not plead for you to stay at most times but talk about fear - I feel the same fear even more of it this time. So much fear that I tend to protect myself, maybe because I am too afraid that it will happen all over again. Loving too much and losing yourself, the worse part is I know you would be that guy who always meant well and I wouldn't see any flaw that I could hate or I could blame.


Now that I'm about to introduce you to my whole family as someone I'm looking forward as my future.. What if one day you'll get tired? What if one day you find me as a mistake because of all my flaws? And I wouldn't know how to pick myself up again.. If you leave, what am I going to do?


I'm sorry I'm crying as write this down. I'm sorry if I am being too emotional. I'm sorry for all my flaws and shortcomings.


I remember Migs throwing me a question before - Doesn't he have any flaws? Question might be regarding a different person but if I were to answer it today. Yancy does have his own flaws that I've learned to love. I could find myself getting annoyed like other people would, but end of day I know that's him and I've learned to embraced that because more than it - I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. I guess I've learned to see things through just because of you.


If one day, things change - I don't think I'd ever find myself mad because you did anything wrong. I'd find myself mad because of all my little mistakes.  I love you and I'm sorry.

Through the Tough Times

Sunday, 12 July 2015

To the Most Patient Person I know ❤

Lately, it had been quite a challenge for us - regarding schedule and work load. It had been quite a tough month for both of us as well, but I am more than thankful for the patience that you've showed me and for the love that you've made me feel bubbabs.

At times I may feel scared that I've given less of what should be, at times I may be scared that you might just give up on me but thank you for always assuring me that things are going to be ok. Thank you for all the love even if you are tired. Thank you for all the patience and in trying to absorb all my rants and stress. Thank you for all the tight hugs that make me smile. You just don't know how those hugs can just make me forget about everything.

I love you so much bubbabs ! Please don't ever get tired of me.

L❤VE,
Your Little Miss Kulit

Bringing Out the Best

Monday, 2 March 2015

To the person who brings out the best in me ❤

You may be having a hard time having to deal with the days that we couldn't talk so much. Just because of work and being our best in everything that we do.


You just have no clue how you inspire me and how you bring out the best in me. The things I'd probably slack off on a normal day at work, but right now I do my best because you are here with me. I enjoy work because it is something I can relate with you.

How you teach me on a lot of things, how bring out a different perspective in doing and seeing things. You are actually the person that I do look up to, that challenges me to do better, that I would love to learn more of.

You are my inspiration bubbabs, that's why I am at my best.

Every time I do my work, it's like me paying forward the things you've taught me.

Every bit time that you think time is lost, is every bit of inspiration being at work. I miss you every minute, every hour and every day. But I would never get tired of listening to you after work, how you can make things great and better.


L❤VE,
That Girl Whom You Inspire the Most