Happy Birthday

To my birthday boy ❤

This year is something different from our extravagant celebrations. There were a lot of things that happened this year, a roller coaster of challenges and opportunities. 

I've bumped into a couple of troubles too, and I know I've hurt you. I know I didn't have the courage to speak because I was always afraid to disappoint you, to find you silent, or to even have that talk about these things that make you shut down when I need you to tell me how you feel. I know it's going to be the side of me that might be there forever, people you don't like may try to stick around but I need that trust that you know I'll do what's right. 

I know I've been too busy to speak, we've been too preoccupied to talk and be really there for each other. I know I did choose you that day. I know that at any occasion, I've proved to myself that I'd choose you. I was thankful for those occasions, for those temptation, for those problems - I may have started feeling that fear, but I know I'm stronger now because you were there. I know I'd choose you over anything and anyone. 

I'm sorry, this might have been the worse birthday celebration you've had. I know I'm not perfect and I won't be. All I'm wishing is that you'd trust me enough to be there when I make mistakes. I wish you'd trust me enough to speak on these tough times. I wish you'd love me beyond your fear and doubts. 

I hope that you'd see through, that you are my strength and happiness even on days that I'm tired and having trouble. I love you so much. 

Maybe my wish for you this year is to find that love in me because you are blessed beyond your years without knowing. I wish that you'd find that happiness in me, Happy Birthday love.

L❤VE,

The Girl Who Loves You

The Most