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Friday, 13 October 2017

To The Man I Will Always Look Forward To❤


A list of occasions that I will always look forward to seeing and be with you. Ending my working day to seeing and being with you has always been the highlight of my work week. Weekends, an exciting ending to the busy week, I get to spend 2 straight days with you just cuddling too. And maybe that 1 thing that kept running on my mind is, how is it going to be on that special day when I get to say I'll wake up each day seeing your lovely face.

There were a couple of times I'd say I may not be ready to settle down knowing how career oriented I was.There were days I'd question myself if I'm ready for bigger responsibilities and the future of not just thinking of what I want for my life. There was just this ride going to work that got me wondering - how is it going to be on that special day?

I know it's still more than a year to go until that day but thinking about it drew a small smile on my lips. It's a bit scary thinking if we're ready, but I know I'm ready to meet you at the end of the altar.

The past months had been a test of how much I give up in exchange of bigger responsibilities. I know I've told you before that I keep finding myself in choosing you more than any other decision I could make.

Leaving work at 5 was the hardest when I started doing it this year, but God was faithful in His promise in guiding us and giving us the best situation that could help us keep our relationship strong. The time that I was scared that I might not have and might not be able to commit to was never a problem. I myself is amazed with how he led me to leaving at 6pm and getting to your office just in time, until you changed your shift and I had to leave work at 5pm to make sure that I'll be there by dinner time. He is indeed faithful love and He kept it going until today. Looking back, it had almost been a year that I get to be with you at least twice a week.

Let's keep praying mahal that He keeps on guiding us and blessing us. I know it's been a pressure lately, now that we're able to share our plans with my parents. I know He will provide and there is nothing to worry.

I love you bie, so much and I can't wait to be with you.


L❤VE,
The Girl Who Hopes
To Be with You Forever




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